Evening bloggers, been a couple of days where I have written nothing in my diary. I feel kind of awkward about it, too. It's just that the last two days have been awful and I don't want to come out forward as a negative person. I really want to come out with the events that's been happening lately. Well, mostly all my friends have been backstabbing me, dumped me or replaced me. I have a few loyal friends that I'm keeping close to my heart and those ones I'll never depart. I also have this mentally challenged bipolar grandma, which whom I live with because both my parents kick me out when they learned that I was pregnant, or that I refused the abortion. Well, that grandma of mine isn't medicated for her bipolarity and she can throw fits for as simple as the bacon is too crispy. Last night (like most of the nights) her fits were directed at me. "Oh, you're crazy. You won't be able to raise a child because you eat candy. You will kill your baby because you use your laptop too much", well, things like that. She drives me off the edge, the stress is really hard to take in. Especially when she takes the side of dumb cunts that hurt me in the past. Basically, she tried killing herself after having a heart attack last night in front of me and my little brother which caused me a great amount of stress. I started having early contractions (I'm six months pregnant, so contractions at this point are early and unwanted) around 4am which woke me up. I was in pain for about 15 minutes before it calmed down. I went back to sleep without success. At 7:30am I finished packing my stuff and left.